Flat in bed with fever and bad pain for 2 days now. Moved and sorted for 4 hours Thursday, then no slep that night, then 4 hours on Friday in the cold. I also felt a cold or flu coming on but we have anti-viral medicine here in Canada, so I took those and it chased the cold/flu away. We didn't get finished. Now it's down to the hard part where there is almost no space left in the new place, and things that are very hard for me to lose are in the old place, but that's life. It just makes me angry that I paid rent every month for years to keep these things for my new marriage and to sell on ebay and things from my past, annd now I have to give them away anyway. It will make me think hard about wht things I should keep in the future, but some things I think I need to keep until I am SURE that my husband can come here. I sometimes wonder how strong can a man be? Will he just get tired of the cruel government making us wait so long and go find another wife and life? So until I know if I really have a life with him or not, there are things I will need in the future.
I'm dreading getting a lawyer to work out this mess about the landlord evicting me. He was supposed to give me 90 days notice. I don't want any more paperwork or anything to do with courts or lawyers or government, after all these years of fighting to get my husband home. It's so stressful that I won't have any strength left for my husband if I'm in the middle of a law suit. Half of me wants to just forget about this eviction and move on, but the other half thinks of how I have lost so many thousands of dollars in this move, including all my honeymoon money.
Oh well, the Lord will supply. He always has. Now I am asking for quick recovery so I can go back and finish the move.
Bless each of you.