Hard Day
Hi C.
I'm sorry to be a bother; I need your wisdom. I am having a bad day. What do you do or think to help yourself on those days where you don't want to be alone but you feel to awful to have someone around, and you are so sick you can't decide if you want to live or die. They say our thinking can often decide whether we survive or not, so that means we have to be on top of things every minute, thinking only of living. I'm trying, but there are moments when I am too weak and too much pain to think anything except "God please be with me and help me endure this." My husband's aunt (Who is more like his mother than an aunt) was murdered day before yesterday, so I am trying to comfort him and keep him encouraged. I guess the stress lowered his immune system, so he has the worst flu he has ever gotten. Poor guy. He's such an angel on earth. You're in my thoughts and prayers daily. I think of writing to you every day but don't want to wear you out. HUGS and blessings, Bluebirdy
Her kind reply was:
Dear Bluebirdy,
I'm fortunately feeling well most of the time now, but sometimes get the blues because I can take a good guess at what is coming since the cancer is no longer curable and has made a home out of my right lung. I don't know any real answers, other than I ask
God to wrap me in his arms until it passes. I also tell myself that it always, passes and so far that is true.
Love, C.
I'm fortunately feeling well most of the time now, but sometimes get the blues because I can take a good guess at what is coming since the cancer is no longer curable and has made a home out of my right lung. I don't know any real answers, other than I ask
God to wrap me in his arms until it passes. I also tell myself that it always, passes and so far that is true.
Love, C.
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