How Do You Begin Something As Big As A Blog?
Living--4 hours at a time. I hope the title caught your attention! Read a bit farther!
A blog! It seems so big...so...public...so profound...speaking of profound, I am profoundly private, so I am surprised that I have been thinking of a blog for a few weeks instead of just writing privately in a journal.
3 weeks ago I was told that I might not live through the year, so I thought I should share my journey with others, in hopes that I can say something to help someone else. Everyone wants to think that they have done some good in the world, or in someone else's world, before they move on to the next birth, that we call death. I have about 4 hours of strength a day, hence, trying to live a life 4 hours at a time. Last week I only had 10 seconds to be up and around before I would almost collapse. This week I have oxygen, so I can be up for 5 minutes at a time, which is a big difference. I can do a lot, if I do it 5 minutes, then rest, over and over.
I would have started weeks ago, but I had no clue how blogs worked, or where to open an account. My posts will look out of order, because I was trying to get all my posts in order that I had sent to people and they had sent back to me since I started sharing that I might not live, but I have very little strength, so that was taking too long.
Most of my blogs will be letters that I sent to friends, and the touching replies I get back. I am doing it this way because in those letters I share what's going on in my day and how I feel, and I don't have the time to write it out twice.
Some of my blogs will be articles I wrote just for the blog, things I won't tell those close to me in case it would upset them. I also have 150 published magazine articls, so I will put the best of those too.
To be continued. I am out of energy for today. See you tomorrow, my little blog!
A blog! It seems so big...so...public...so profound...speaking of profound, I am profoundly private, so I am surprised that I have been thinking of a blog for a few weeks instead of just writing privately in a journal.
3 weeks ago I was told that I might not live through the year, so I thought I should share my journey with others, in hopes that I can say something to help someone else. Everyone wants to think that they have done some good in the world, or in someone else's world, before they move on to the next birth, that we call death. I have about 4 hours of strength a day, hence, trying to live a life 4 hours at a time. Last week I only had 10 seconds to be up and around before I would almost collapse. This week I have oxygen, so I can be up for 5 minutes at a time, which is a big difference. I can do a lot, if I do it 5 minutes, then rest, over and over.
I would have started weeks ago, but I had no clue how blogs worked, or where to open an account. My posts will look out of order, because I was trying to get all my posts in order that I had sent to people and they had sent back to me since I started sharing that I might not live, but I have very little strength, so that was taking too long.
Most of my blogs will be letters that I sent to friends, and the touching replies I get back. I am doing it this way because in those letters I share what's going on in my day and how I feel, and I don't have the time to write it out twice.
Some of my blogs will be articles I wrote just for the blog, things I won't tell those close to me in case it would upset them. I also have 150 published magazine articls, so I will put the best of those too.
To be continued. I am out of energy for today. See you tomorrow, my little blog!
Post a Comment