At last I am getting my sense of humor back, and my moods are not as deep and dark and anxious as before. I don't know what changed it, but I am thankful for it. The more stress your life has, the more you need to break loose and act a little crazy. If you don't act crazy, then you'll go crazy, and if you go crazy, you can't act crazy, because you'll BE crazy. And if you understood that, you just might be getting as crazy as me. Yup, I've finally lost it, and don't want to find it. This is much better. I live in my own little world but its ok they all know me in here. HAHAHAHA~!!
smile! It really does change things! Fake it until you make it! (If you act like the quality you want to develop, you soon will have that quality.)