Hello dear gifts from the Lord;
It's 6 in the morning, I am haven't been to sleep yet, I am rushing to finish packing to catch a ride to a city 3-4 hours away to go to court about my husband. Its not a good time to have this hearing, since I am so exhausted and in pain that I can't remember 5 years of facts and details or think quickly right now, so I need the Lord to put the words in my mind and mouth, and to soften the hearts of all those involved in the decision making process to know the right thing to do. I will be in court from 8 a.m. to 1 p.m. Thursday March 19 mountain standard time. Please pray for everyone involved in the court case.
They mercifully kept Mom in the hospital until I get back so that I know she will be well taken care of.
I went to the Dr. yesterday to get some refills and she advised me not to go to court because some lupus blood tests are higher than they've ever been in my life due to the stress, but I told her I could not back out now, we will have to deal with my health when I get back, but again, the pain and exhaustion makes it hard to think clearly.
I KNOW THE LORD HAS BEEN CARRYING ME ALL MONTH...I HOPE HE WILL ALSO THINK FOR ME . FIVE HOURS OF "INTERROGATION" IS GOING TO BE STRESSFUL ON BOTH MY HUSBAND AND I. THEY WILL BE ON THE PHONE WITH HIM DURING THE TRIAL.
I hope to break the cycle of me ending up in the hospital each time I travel. When I travel I rarely sleep or keep food down and rarely am able to drink very much due to being so uncomfortable and stressed. This time I got a hotel with room service so I can get food even if I am in too much pain to go find a restaurant to eat at. That way I hope to get strong enough to take care of Mom when I get home.
I wish I could get a decision tomorrow about my husband, but they mail you the decision later, up to 3 months later, so please pray for a quick response so I will know which direction my future is heading and how to prepare for it. Thank you all.